Last night I woke around midnight, both kids fast asleep, but I was wide awake. My mind was full of eloquent things to say about my love for my Icie. I couldn't focus though. I thought about grabbing the laptop and just typing it out. I couldn't do it, every time I started to organize my thoughts I was overwhelmed. Overwhelmed with what my Icie has taught me, shown me, changed me, I froze. I just stayed in bed and replayed the last four years. I embraced the feeling and was thankful for the overwhelming love that Icie brought into my life. I love you, Icie. Four is going to be great.